Monday, 12 January 2026

I have been sad of late, but in such moments I choose quiet, allowing the sadness to move through my body—bloodstream, sinew, breath. I embrace it with care. I slow my thoughts and lean into whatever rises.

I often wonder why people cannot see that we have more in common than what divides us. We all want love, security, opportunity, connection, belonging, and to be seen.

Life is already hard enough without making it deliberately harder, as humanity’s historical choices so often show.

But I am a dreamer, and I thank God daily for this gift. In that space, I move through life knowing that remaining present to my dreams is my truest reality.

21 November 2025

Today I’ve been sorting, refining, and categorizing my writings from the last thirty years for my website. It’s fascinating to reread the shifting landscape of my mind – the years of confusion, the years of clarity; the seasons where I didn’t know where to place my pain, and the gentle periods of letting it go.

At the heart of it all, I can see myself slowly gaining life skills, precision in thought, and a deeper trust in my own inner compass – shaped by self-knowledge, personal beliefs, and the path my soul was determined to walk.

In revisiting these old haunts, I feel proud of who I have become. Proud that I stayed the course. Proud that I learned to own my life on my own terms and quietly triumphed.

Thursday, 13 November 2025

Today I began shaping the contours of my website, and something inside me settled. I can feel this new chapter rising – not abruptly, but as the natural next step of a journey I have been walking toward for more than twenty years. It feels like a long-awaited homecoming. There is a quiet happiness in me, restrained only so it doesn’t spill everywhere too quickly. And perhaps it is no coincidence that after two days of rain, the sun returned this morning. Some beginnings announce themselves softly, like light finding its way back through the clouds.